I rode a horse through the candy store, and someone told me that I should ride Napoleon's horse as it would be closer to the ground, and thus allow easier access to the candy. I woke up feeling guilty which means I drank too much; I'd frankly rather have the headache. While being curious over a shoulder I asked a woman what the google doodle was and she said "it's google" and didn't even realize that it was different, or know what a google doodle was. It was the first day of spring, which was true this year and for which I am grateful. I wonder what it is like to not be curious. My cat also wonders, although her curiosity mainly concerns how to get back up into the window she somehow fell out of. Poor furry ball of toothless stupidity. Lost a card from the deck and now can't remember if I've already asked you if you found it; did you? Sometimes I hate humanity so much there are no words and other times I want nothing more than for someone to pour themselves into me, every story a drop of wonder. I wish I could remember more people without mourning them. I got a haircut last week and then dyed it dark red; when I wear lipstick I look like sex and death, so you don't know if you want to kiss me or stay far away. What I told you was true at the moment but not true forever, just like this sentence.